I will try to be a clever boy in the rest of my life. I won't forget you until I die. Whenever I think to be bad, I will remember you and stop the thought. Even you can't forgive me, I will be apologizing you everyday in my mind. It deserves for me. I apologize you again. I will apologize you again and again even you can't heart and look in my mind. I won't annoy you again. It's my last mail. Please understand me. I really didn't hurt you intentionally. I found you on Beetalk and fell in love. I swear in Buddha. I am sorry for annoying you. It's my last mail. Now I know you don't want to see me again. :( Please don't drink everyday. I worry about you. Even you can forget, I can't.