I wanna express it out...u know.. before i met jong .. i had boyfrd and had relationship around 7 years ..after that i broke up..and then i had boyfrd again but i still love ex-boyfrd and cant forget him as well so i broke up boyfrd before jong...and then i met jong ..he had influence that make me forgot all of them and instead of them as well.. now i dont know..who instead of him... maybe i afraid love or dare not that open heart for anyone..