In the middle of the night, the sounds of the horse hoofs were like the noise of the thunder. The closer he got to the little house, Tian Yang’s heart became even more perturbed, but also became even more pressing. He didn’t understand, clearly just several hours not seeing him, why unexpectedly he so earnestly wanted to see him.
Fortunately, a little while more he would arrive at the small house!
Arrived outside of the little house, gazing at the pitch-black inside the house, Tian Yang couldn’t help but be suspicious. Several times he returned late, Yi’r always lit a small cup of lamp, when he pushed open the door, the piling up gorgeous smile would welcome him.
At that time, what bubble forth from his mind, was a surge of throbbing warmth. The feeling of someone waiting for him when he came home was truly splendid!
Tian Yang lightened his steps, opened the door and entered the house. Set upright his ears attentively listening to the inner room for movement. But after so long there was still not a sound or whatsoever noise. Yi’r definitely had cried and tired himself out! Once he recalled the drilling the heart wailing voice before he left, Tian Yang was no longer able to control himself from igniting the candle in the room.
When his line of vision fell on the direction of the bed, his face couldn’t help but be stunned. The all sides were a layer of absolute quiet, without whatever sound, also without Yi’r with eyes heavy with sleep smilingly welcoming him. He was in a state of anxiety then looked around, inside the room was dark and quiet without a trace of a human. Where was Yi’r?
“Yi’r?”
He anxiously called out. Yi’r couldn’t be angry at him, with him playing hide-and-seek? Decided that the room was too small to hide someone, he turned his body and went straight to go out of the house. Making use of the slight light of the moon, he searched high and low for the missing person. But ended up emptyhanded.
His heart gave birth to anything but reassuring feelings, Tian Yang once again went straight inside the house, with all his might he pulled open the wardrobe door. As a result, inside the wardrobe he vigorously made, only left his own robes, also Yi’r’s woman’s apparels. That little bundle Yi’r never allowed him to see had already disappeared.
“Why?” Tian Yang powerlessly sat down.
Actually why, Yi’r unexpectedly didn’t say even a word just went away like that? The room remained intact and neat. The meals Yi’r prepared for him today had yet been graced by the two masters, still properly arranged on the table. Everything was still there, only less one person.
In this period of time, Tian Yang was a little bit in a trance. Maybe, he just needed to wait for a little while more, Yi’r would open the door and enter, once again unfolded his smiling face at him. That’s right, Yi’r loves this place so much, cannot say go then just go.
They had lived together for this long while, in this several tens of days of living together, there was no way it had not the least bit meaning for Yi’r, he couldn’t leave without the slightest bit of sentimentally attached feeling. Tian Yang unceasingly convinced himself.
The him at this moment since earlier had forgotten, that it was he himself who asked him to leave. Or maybe he unconsciously didn’t want to remember! He couldn’t believe that he was such a fool, chased away someone who cared so much for him.
Forgot who had told him this, falling in love with someone you hate, is the most desperate thing. Tian Yang now already could fully experience that kind of desperate feeling. Especially the person he fell in love with, not only a person he hated from the beginning, but also a tabooed existence to be loved, doubled the fatal blow. How could he have a space to turn over his body?
Previously, he towards happiness, turned up his nose2. But now, as long as Yi’r appeared in front of him in this instant, he would immediately modestly submit himself under Yi’r’s feet, as long as Yi’r was willing to stay by his side.
That’s right, as long as Yi’r appeared.
But......Where did Yi’r actually go to? Tian Yang panic stricken recalled Yi’r’s drifting and homeless state. After losing his shelter from the wind and rain, where could Yi’r go?
The sky in the south the land in the north3, the world is vast. Where should he go to search?
Once his pondering reached this point, Tian Yang couldn’t be able to sit still, charged out the house and leaped on Shandian’s back, swift as the wind and quick as lightning went to search!