My Teacher Is My Idol So, I'm a nursing student (year 3) and I met this teacher in year 2. Everyone loves her, because she is super inspirational, and makes everyone cry and she is also so emotional when she talks about her former patients (she was a Palliative Care nurse for 9 years, so she has brilliant stories to share with us). I started to listen to how she felt about nursing and I just started to feel that way too about it, and about the patients.
One day I said something she said in a class and she heard it, so I went on her facebook and messaged her saying I was sorry for "quoting her" earlier. She responded two days later saying she didn't hear a thing.
Two weeks later I had been practising in a class and I felt so happy cause I was doing it all right, I decided to go tell her (I don't know what came into my mind to do that) about how inspirational she was and how great I was doing, even if she didn't knew me at all. She was so sweet to me, and we are kinda friends, even though we don't spend a lot of time together. I think, I don't know, that she finds me odd for liking her so much, but I just really just wanna be like her, she is my idol, my real life idol. And she means a lot to me, I always wanna impress her or make her feel she's not alone in the world. We've talked a couple of times about serious issues and she cried while talking to me about things, and she also said I was like her and hugged me a lot.
She is naturally like that, so I don't know, sometimes I wanna talk to her but she doesn't have the time to, even though I told her for us to go out of school sometime, to go shopping or so, but she didn't reply to the text (I also have her number now), so I said I was sorry I crossed the line between a student and a teacher but she was all "what?!?!?!?! crossed the line?!?!?!?!?" and said she had responded to it but I really don't think so. Her best friend was a former student, so I don't know. I really don't and I just felt like sharing this all out, and you probs won't understand because it's all mixed up but well. Ugh. I'm depressed.