Neymar was quiet for a minute, while tears were running down my face like a waterfall. “Olive, you don’t know how sorry I am. I’m ashamed of my actions. I wished I could turn back time and make everything alright, but I can’t. I have been an idiot and a selfish bastard, I know that. I’ve hurt you deeply and I have broken your trust and heart, but I promise you that I have learned my lesson, I really did. I love you so much Olive, more than words can ever express. I’m crazy about you and seeing you with him killed me every day. I was desperate, those were the acts of a desperate man. I have changed, I promise on god that I have changed. These past 6 months were the cruelest punishment anyone has ever given me, yet I couldn’t move on. That’s how much I love you, I can’t imagine my life without you Olive” he said as his voice broke. His eyes got watery and he tried to blink the tears away. My head was pounding like crazy and I felt dizzy. I feared that I would collapse any minute, so I sat down on the edge of the sidewalk to prevent that. I hugged my knees and rested my head on them. My tears and snot drenched the fabric of my jeans slowly. I heard him sit down next to me. I turned my head on my knees to the other side so that I wouldn’t have to look at him. I wanted to be alone, I wanted to drown in my own sorrow. There were barely any cars on the road so the streets were awfully quiet. I only heard my sobs and nothing else. I guessed it was passed midnight and since it was Wednesday night, most people would have gone to bed by now. “Are you okay?” Neymar asked, breaking the silence. “Leave me alone” I said, barely whispering. “Please give me another chance” he pleaded. “Move on” I said. “I can’t, I love you” he said. “Stop!” I said, irritated. “Why are you being so heartless and cold?” he asked. “Why? Because of you! You have turned my heart cold, I feel so numb inside like I’m half dead” I yelled as tears filled my eyes once again.
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