I don’t know how I will tell my friends that how much I will miss hanging out with them. I don’t know how I will tell my grandmother that I can’t fulfill the promise I made to her. I don’t know how I will tell her that this vacations is the best part of my life. i don’t know how I will tell my girlfriend I broke the promise that I will always take care of her that I will always be with her. I don’t know how I will tell her that all the plans that we had made, the things we promised to do together she will have to do them alone. She will have to go camping alone, she will have to drink morning tea alone and she will have to live the life alone. I don’t know how I will ask her for one last good bye kiss. I wish I could tell that her that how much it hurts to even imagine that the plans I had made, the things I wanted to do with her can’t be done. I wish I could meet her for one last time, I wish I had more time, I wish I could do the thing that I planned, I wish I don’t have to die, I wish god hasn’t drawn the finish line so close for me. I wish I could run a marathon too.