I'm trying to eat healthy food and i already lost weight, but it takes time. I told you that this is what happens when you have a long distance relationship, it's not easy for me too. But I understand if you are not happy, I really tried to make it work but I'm afraid I'm just going to hurt you more if I have to leave Thailand again and again. If you think it's not going to work anymore I respect that with pain in my heart because I am really in love with you.