If you ask whether I can or can't, then I can.
If you ask whether I will or I won't, then I will.
But when it is over, will I be okay?
I wonder if I'll feel sick and retch and vomit.
Then if the Death God attacks, will I be able to fight properly...
" .... "
"How are you doing, Rudy?"
Roxy is looking up at my troubled face.
She has ink on her cheek.