My Precious Friend:
I know. I get it. I am going through the same thing. Apple is nice to me when she wants something or about 10% of the time. 90% of the time she has a bad attitude, wants to argue, and is not very nice to me. I am so tired of this problem with her. I gave her everything and she is still NOT happy. What a headache for me.
In the end I am heart broken. She does not like sex. And she sleeps in a different room. I hate a life like this and my heart wants someone who wants me.
I try not to think about it, and work a lot to forget. Sometimes I think about coming back to Thailand. Maybe I can find someone who loves me. Someone who I can have fun with, go many places, and laugh before I go to sleep.
I pray that God will bring us together again some day.