I have someone I love but is not possible for him that love me.
I had to choose between the pain in my hand or Forcing someone who I love come to love me.
So, I accept the pain in my hand. I am not be as he accused me. I am not, And you don't know anything. And When I see your word "I hope" I always feel fatigue in you.
I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable for everything about me.