I hope you understand... I didn't think of all this before joining, I didn't expect to find anyone interested in me.... Am not a handsome man, but the more I think about it the worst I feel... Everyone I have spoken too have been so friendly and welcoming, you where the most.... But when I look into the detail how can I be good for someone when I would take so much away from them .... How can someone be happy when they lose so much....