Beautiful Dani. Reading this made me remember what you're saying between the lines in here: the more time you spend with something or somebody, the more you get to know it/them, leaving you more and more in control of what it is that you want out of your life. Fear not to tumble down that rabbit hole, to discover with amazement und wonder, do not judge, but decide, and embrace your life, with all it's got to offer (and so much more). Above all, embrace and cherrish childish wonder, dream the impossible, and the impossible will transform itself to probable. Your insight and your devotion to sharing your discoveries makes you the beautiful soul you've become, and always have been. From 'Brave Girls Club': «... nurture what IS, see what IS, and only look back to be thankful.» ... Snowsparkles, Benno