I feel very very alone Ying.
You don't seem to want to be clear to me.
If you don't understand what I say, don't ignore what I ask, not let me ask twice, but just talk with me. Please don't excuse about internet, you should ask me right away if anything isn't clear to you. Try to be interested in me. Especially when I feel bad. This is all very difficult to me. Try to understand me Ying.
I feel much anger, I need to talk