I know you are in a better place with Him and that I should not worry because you are now all right. I just pray that I could have been given more time with you. I just miss you so, so much. I know that I have been stubborn at times and showed you that I am strong but honestly, I have been dependent on you. I really feel that my world stopped and somehow cannot move forward. I made a lot of promises to you, and I know that at times I failed you which made you sad. I apologize for everything that I did and did not do.