Every time I think about you, it gives me more and more strength with which to carry on my life. It makes me happy to be alive knowing that someone like is somewhere out there though lonely but fully surrounded by love. I just want you to know that I have never found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with after the death of my late wife. not even with all the countries I have traveled to. I’m really crazy of everything about you please darling try to forgive me for not communicating regularly with you, I have to apologize because inside me I felt that you are not happy for my low communication with you. I promise to call you soon to hear your voice hope am forgiving? please send me your phone number okay?