Jesus Am, I don't want to see you this way. Your mum wants me to tell you that I don't care for you so that you can move on, well sorry as with everything else I've said I'm not about to start lieing to you, simple fact is I do care, always will. And I'm sorry this has affected you this badly, I feel terrible!! I wish things were different but the issues we had together and with the bad blood between me and your mother, there's no way we can get back together.