In this letter I want to ask you for excuse for my previous letter.
I've told so many things which I don't ever have to tell you.
It was only my problems and I could not put it in your head too.
I am very sorry for it. Of course it is incorrect to tell you about my problems with money.
Believe me, I would never write you about such problems. Let's leave it in the past as a bad dream.
Bad things could happen to any person in the world and in such moments we need a support of our friends.
I will be happy if you agree to be my friend and if I can rely on you and share with you my life.
I want you to know that I want to be your friend and to help you with your problems and to know about your life more.
I understand with every day more and more that I want to meet you in reality!
I've told you that I'm going to come to your country with student visa and I'm doing everything for getting this visa now.
Documents are in the process of preparation. It is a great opportunity for us to meet.
Have you thought about our possible meeting? Would you like to meet me? May I come to your place to meet you?
How do you think will we match one another? Will we be able to be happy together in the future? Should we try to be together?
I will be very thankful to you if you tell me honest answer because it is important for me.
I don't want to bother you with different questions.
But as you understand that removal to other country is very serious and I need to know you thoughts about it.
Maybe you want to know why I want to leave Russia so much.
I'll tell you that I don't have anyone or anything which holds me here.
My friends are married and have their own family and children and they don't have time to meet me very often.
I love my friends and I'll miss them but I want to have my own family and be happy.
My parents are not interested in my life and they don't care whether I live in Russia or somewhere else.
My work here does not bring me joy and enough money for living. I don't see any prospects for myself.
As you see I don't have any argument to stay in Russia.
I have a strong desire to start a new live abroad and to get a new interesting profession.
I know that I'll be more protected in your country and I'll have many possibilities.
I want to have a family.
You seem to me a kind person and you can understand my desires.
Please don't take offence at me as I don't answer all your questions.
You know that I don't have much time to write you at internet-cafe.
My time limit is only 15 minutes. I am always in a hurry here.
I'll write you from internet-cafe three times a week.
I am waiting for your reply to my questions with impatience.
Have a good time!