This is not good translation
At all
It not make sense ja
Its not about being worthy at all
It about being responsible.
My family not care things like that. They just want to see that i am happy and i make good choices in life
Right now i spend too much time already on silly things
I should be concentrating on myself but i let this happen
Anyway talk to u in person better
I woke up because i see your msg and i not feeling well again