I have no girlfriend. she put me away. and she never really told me why. first time she told me, she love me so much. and then, some month later she said, she dont love me. and she broke the contact. it was the first time in my life, that i was crying about a woman that she leave me. I was really crying 4 month everyday. some day even more than one time. now I know how it is. I never felt so much pain inside me before. but now I am okay again. I think that is the karma. I dont know what it can be else! since the time I met this girl, everything inside me is changing. everyday I still think on her. And I cant do anything against this... ist feels like, there is now an emotional process inside me and it dont stop. very crazy. but all in one, I am very thankful, that this has happened to me. love is very crazy. but also the best what people can feel and live