Dear Alex, I'm sorry I messed up and said things I shouldn't have. I regret it all. I have changed. I'm sorry, those aren't my true colors I have so much on my mind about this summer and I just want to see you and it's so much work and I get so angry because you don't understand!!!! I never said I don't care about you, your the only person who I care about but if you feel this way I wish you the best.