I know you are a normal human and easily break your heart like glass.
On the other hand, I know you show everyone that you have a strong will that you never compromise.
I do not have any real friend and I do not care about it. But I have some friends to share my feeling to some extent.
My question again to you, as I cannot measure criterion of friend you said, what do you expect from your friend? I am wondering you expect too much from you friends?