In the latter half of 2013, I have wanted so many times to type ‘REST’, but I held back all those times. I held back when I was vilified; I held back when I was so tired my body went into shock; I held back when the company said that Chinese fansites couldn’t give support to Korean members. But just like someone who has done a single-handed handstand for too long, there still came a point where I felt that I couldn’t withstand it on my own.