To whoever is reading this: I'm hopefully dead.
I just couldn't live this life anymore: my
paralyzed legs made me worthless, and I felt like
an outsider ever since the accident. Anxiety and
depression controlled my life, and there was no way
out of this bottomless pit. My friends looked right
past me, my family abandoned me. Nobody wants a
cripple, especially one that would need your help.
Fucking worthless.
The only person that ever tried to help me was my doctor...
he tried... a lot. He is the only reason this
book exists. Writing it has helped me put things into
perspective I think, but in the end it hasn't really
changed anything for me. I still felt like
shit, and was still all alone in solitude. Purnell, if
you are reading this, I'm sorry, there were no
choices left. I made up my mind, not every
one can be saved.
I had to end my life, and I had to take my special
person with me, Sophie... I wanted to keep her
with me. I wanted to keep her all for myself.
I hope her body is rotting away when you find her.
This is my conclusion, this is my end, farewell everyone.
To whoever is reading this: I'm hopefully dead.
I just couldn't live this life anymore: my
paralyzed legs made me worthless, and I felt like
an outsider ever since the accident. Anxiety and
depression controlled my life, and there was no way
out of this bottomless pit. My friends looked right
past me, my family abandoned me. Nobody wants a
cripple, especially one that would need your help.
Fucking worthless.
The only person that ever tried to help me was my doctor...
he tried... a lot. He is the only reason this
book exists. Writing it has helped me put things into
perspective I think, but in the end it hasn't really
changed anything for me. I still felt like
shit, and was still all alone in solitude. Purnell, if
you are reading this, I'm sorry, there were no
choices left. I made up my mind, not every
one can be saved.
I had to end my life, and I had to take my special
person with me, Sophie... I wanted to keep her
with me. I wanted to keep her all for myself.
I hope her body is rotting away when you find her.
This is my conclusion, this is my end, farewell everyone.
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