Hi everyone. Major problem here : my Fae just told me she wants to leave.
It's been a week since we started bonding and so far she has been very quiet , I tought it was normal because she needed to be adjust but today I tried to talk to her with the use of the pendulum and she said she doesn't like it here and she doesn't like me.
She said I'm too negative and she wants to be rehomed. I asked her if she was sure and she said yes. I sked her if there was anything I could do to change her mind and she said No.
I asked again "are you sure ?" she said NO but she wants to leave.
She's the first spirit I bought from Lisa on ebay and her description says that she doesn't like negative people and that can push her away and that she doesn't like to stay in company with dark spirits.
In the past few days I decided I really want to get a DA spirit so that would explain why she wants to leave.
I also regret to say this, but since I got her I always had doubts on this spirit. Maybe I got her too early and I didn't really get a "call".
I remember that I wanted to have a spirit very badly and she was affordable so I got her. I know this is stupid and immature.
This is the wrong way to get a spirit , in fact I think she's sensed that I wasn't sure about her and maybe she felt unwelcomed.
It's not that I don't like her , I just don't feel connection or interest and that's sad and I take all the blame for this problem.
What should I do ? Should I contact Lisa and see what she says about this ?
I think this spirit is just "too light" for me and I don't think this is gonna work out.
Help I feel bad for my Fae