Last night
I am a person with a perspective different from the others.
When mistakes I've never blame others I would look at the crash happened at myself .
It is true that I trust you , for other women . I have confidence in you about this .
I see it on the last night . I just put you in a home. But you still want to have fun. You want to drink alcohol and party You still have the passion to follow the teachings of Buddhism . But I'm enough for this need.
Thought and action is selfish of me. I was making you like a prison.
When you want to go out to dinner , drinking beer, hanging out with your friends. I think this is because I also do good to you is not enough. Because I gave you is not enough.
I think based on Buddhist trouble ourselves everything in action.
When I was suffering my unconscious . Crying quietly and alone is a good solution for me.
I'll try to change my view and edit my bad habits .