I know this is might not be a good time to talk about this but I can't help it and I hope you will forgive my untimely message.
Lately I've been so worried about mom's health as the more I see her I know that her body is deteriorating because of THAT. I heard she's coughing and it felt so painful knowing that someday she will eventually be dead like dad. I can't bear to watch that event unfold again and if it's gonna happened soon then it will be too soon and then I realized after my mom is dead, my grandma is dead. the only persons I care most in this world would be you and my little bro. it's funny how life is so fragile and yet most of us took it for granted until the day it is taken away.