I want you because of choices I've made and because of impressions you've made on me. This is gonna sound reaaaaaaally gay, but the short time we actually spent together you managed to leave an imprint on my heart and I want to keep that. I love you Joy. I'm staying with you for the same reason you choose to stay with me. No it really doesn't make sense, and yes it would be easier to get a girl who is already in America, but I don't want easy. I want something better, something that is worth waiting for, worth fighting for and working my ass off to get. I know that being able to take you as my wife would be worth all the time spent waiting and all the work I've done to get us together. But that's just my thoughts.