can understand your feeling cause your mom is your most important person always..i think you should discuss a lot with mom if you really want to do something and if you want to persuade your mom for your goal, ne hope you can find good way although it might take some time.. believe you can manage the situation, krub and really sorry i cannot be with u now.. but pls don't forget i always thinking of you and beside you, and always your suppoter if you want some advice, pls feel free to let me know, ne believe in you always, teerak