i wish this pain
wasn't so familiar
like looking an old enemy in the eye
it wants to take me down
it wants me to just lie down and die
but i won't
i can't
there's something here,
there must be or trinity wouldn't be in this snowy hell
i just hope that jonah is okay
that he found a way back
i just couldn't risk having him with me.
not again
the pain of losing him.
that would be too much to bear
this is my path and mine alone