sit here thinking about you and all the times I had you by my side, I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down my cheeks, I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me and I can eel your presence When I close my eyes. But when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away. as it's like my memory is fading I got scared. scared of everything and most of all scared of the thoughts of losing you. scared of losing that feeling when I was with you.