That was very well written and I clearly understand your feelings I just thought you were trying to hard to be in my life even though you are already there. What I mentioned about Japanese woman is that when we go out the man does not always pay anything that's done is always 50/50 does not mean anything about love. Sorry you didn't understand that part. I know your love for me is 150%
and my love for you is the same. We should have this discussion when we are together so if you don't understand it will be easier to explain. Our times together have been short so it was just better to enjoy the moment rather than discuss serious stuff. In January we will have more time to talk about life. Just stay wonderful SML and what do mean you may not be best girl you are perfect for me.