I am a man , and I can not hide my feelings . You may have been disturb in relationship before , but I want to be in your arms my love for your undiluted love to open for me.i know you will find it vary hard ,but please do not ignore my feeling . I need you next to me . I need to see your light on my path . I need you to forget bad memories in my heart . I know that if it is God 's desire , I 'll be with you for rest of my life as my life partner.