THERESE STEPPED out into the street and looked, but the streets were empty with a Sunday morning emptiness. The wind flung itself around the tall cement corner of Frankenberg’s as if it were furious at finding no human figure there to oppose. No one but her, Therese thought, and grinned suddenly at herself. She might have thought of a more pleasant place to meet than this. The wind was like ice against her teeth. Carol was a quarter of an hour late. If she didn’t come, she would probably keep on waiting, all day and into the night. One figure came out of the subway’s pit, a splintery thin hurrying figure of a woman in a long black coat under which her feet moved as fast as if four feet were rotating on wheel.
Then Therese turned around and saw Carol in a car drawn up by the curb across the street. Therese walked toward her.
“Hi!” Carol called, and leaned over to open the door for her.
“Hello. I thought you weren’t coming.”
“Awfully sorry I’m late. Are you freezing?”
“No.” Therese got in and pulled the door shut. The car was warm inside, a long dark-green car with dark-green leather upholstery. Carol drove slowly west.
“Shall we go out to the house? Where would you like to go?”
“It doesn’t matter,” Therese said. She could see freckles along the bridge of Carol’s nose. Her short fair hair that made Therese think of perfume held to a light was tied back with the green and gold scarf that circled her head like a band.
“Let’s go out to the house. It’s pretty out there.”
They drove uptown. It was like riding inside a rolling mountain that could sweep anything before it, yet was absolutely obedient to Carol.
“Do you like driving?” Carol asked without looking at her. She had a cigarette in her mouth. She drove with her hands resting lightly on the wheel, as if it were nothing to her, as if she sat relaxed in a chair somewhere, smoking. “Why’re you so quiet?”
They roared into the Lincoln Tunnel. A wild, inexplicable excitement mounted in Therese as she stared through the windshield. She wished the tunnel might cave in and kill them both, that their bodies might be dragged out together. She felt Carol glancing at her from time to time.
“Have you had breakfast?”
“No, I haven’t,” Therese answered. She supposed she was pale. She had started to have breakfast, but she had dropped the milk bottle in the sink, and then given it all up.
“Better have some coffee. It’s there in the thermos.”
They were out of the tunnel. Carol stopped by the side of the road.
“There,” Carol said, nodding at the thermos between them on the seat.
Then Carol took the thermos herself and poured some into the cup, steaming and light brown. Therese looked at the coffee gratefully. “Where’d it come from?”
Carol smiled. “Do you always want to know where things come from?”
The coffee was very strong and a little sweet. It sent strength through her. When the cup was half empty, Carol started the car. Therese was silent. What was there to talk about? The gold four-leaf clover with Carol’s name and address on it that dangled from the keychain on the dashboard? The stand of Christmas trees they passed on the road? The bird that flew by itself across a swampy looking field? No. Only the things she had written to Carol in the unmailed letter were to be talked about, and that was impossible.
“Do you like the country?” Carol asked as they turned into a smaller road.
They had just driven into a little town and out of it. Now on the driveway that made a great semicircular curve, they approached a white two-story house that had projecting side wings like the paws of a resting lion.
There was a metal door mat, a big shining brass mailbox, a dog barking hollowly from around the side of the house, where a white garage showed beyond some trees. The house smelled of some spice, Therese thought, mingled with a separate sweetness that was not Carol’s perfume, either.