Everyone gets their heart broken May, it's just part of life. If everything was perfect, how would we learn to deal with pain? We have failure in our early relationships, so that we can learn from it. Then when we do meet someone special, we know not to make those mistakes again. It's just learning to live our lives. I know it's more difficult for Thai's because your culture teaches you not to show emotion or pain. Hopefully your culture will begin to change soon, then people will learn how to show their feelings instead of hiding them...