It just feels like noise, all of it. Life just doesn't give you the opportunity to breathe, have a little peace, a bit of silence.... Gosh I am so sad, I am surrounded by people who claim to love me but they can't see it... I smile yes but my eyes don't, they should see it but why they shouldn't?
So I'm back here and there are things I need to do: 1)Smile, 's watching. Don't let him see that you are hurting 2)Laugh, they're watching. Don't let them know that you cry 3)Pretend you don't care that he doesn't love you 4)Pretend you like being invisible