Why do i say this? We often say that the Party is great at creating propaganda. We love that stuff. We have patriotic spirits [however we were also influenced by the propaganda" Then Liu wryly notes, "In those days we could sleep with the door open. At that time everyone was equal. If we had one bowl of rice, everyone would come share it. If we didn't have anything to eat, then no one else did either. So, in those days we could sleep without closing the door because no one had any money