Ing My Love
I do not want a million apologies...... it would take you a life time to make them. I want one apology that will be sincere and that will last for the rest of your life. I want an apology that results in you becoming a better person, a more humble person, a more loving person, a less angry person, to become a Buddhist in character not just in name.
This is not a change that I want for me. It is for you, for Oak, for your mother, for your friends, for others who will see and notice you and think this beautiful woman also has inner beauty that is brighter than what the outside shows. They will love you and trust you knowing that you will never say or think anything bad or wrong about them, knowing that you are an honest, loving, humble person filled with loving kindness for everyone.
Please change because it is best for you and those around you. Either way, I will always love you, but I would prefer to love and live with you than have to avoid you.
Spence