Yes... Pui, you are quite correct I am alone and do literally ‘feel’ lonely and rejected... but in the meantime there is little I can do but fantasize (...and yes I do also masturbate...) about falling in truly love again... LoL ...again you are definitely not old at 29 years, Pui... Anyhow... I imagine it is nearing your lunchtime and I really need to get to bed... hopefully on the next occasion we can use Skype to talk properly instead of this endless and time-consuming messaging... good-night / afternoon... Derek... x