Well, my wife's passing was quite a traumatic experience for myself and Ella and due to the nature of my job and not wanting her to feel much unsettled, I felt she would actually feel better with another woman in our lives, hence my foray into the Online dating. I guess somehow I seem to have escaped into the Job, maybe that was my way of dealing with the trauma because she really was a very big part of me, also being Ella's Mom who means the world to me.