Once, I thought I was a spacial for you then I realised I wasn't. So, I left from her for a while ,but I couldn't make it. I actually don't know why. In that day,you just came up to me, gave me a hope. I was no doubt to get that chance. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to keep her again. I would ask myself, Is that my fault or anything else? During this time,I was trying anyway to win her heart as much as a simple man could do. we talked each other everyday, so I waited her to return back. She seemed like....she would be my side. Like you guessed, she wouldn't. If I turned to the past, I shouldn't have met her. This moment, I hopefully think she is normal girl in my life that tough me to know how happiness, sadness and faith were.
She's already had a good life so I'll disappear. She doesn't to change anything at all even is better that no this guy annoys you.