the problem was fundamential...yes i loved her or at least i opened my soul for her because she gave me the impression of purity honesty and love like a child on one side and like a women on the other side...but this impression was wrong it was play like an actor play in the movie lets say a good actor can play a bad man and u honestly believe he is bad...but is play acting ...so she was a very good actor...and i understand it when she told me the money thing and all she did while we was together behind my back ...this u never are able to do when u really love someone...only if u play and wait to exploit