How are you today?
I want you to know that I believe in you, I have believed in you since first email we shared with each other. I wont stop believing in you my love. You need not worry about this. I want you and me to be together for the rest of our lives. I miss you too, every second of my live now, I miss you. This you can be sure of. And I think that you are correct when you feel that I am sitting next to you when reading my email, I am with you in my thoughts and dreams, always with you. I feel the same way with you.
I have just returned to home after work now, and cant stop thinking of you. I understand that it is hard for you to be working out, to support your daughter at home. I know that it has to be difficult, and I promise you I will never get tired of listening to you. How can I? I want you here, talking with me all day, every day. To show you my love, be close together and be happy. This makes me work hard to be able to come and meet you, and be with you. So that we can meet for real for the first time. You know, I dream of this moment, when our eyes first meet, and we know that we are looking in each other eyes. I know that I will feel a big smile on my face, all the worlds butterflies in my stomach tickling me, and my knees shaking because I would know it is YOU, my darling. And I will be very happy, knowing it is a new start for you and me together.
I thank you for your words to me in your reply, it always warms me up reading your emails. I know that it is you writing them to me, and they make me feel so close to you. I want you to know that I am real, and I am not playing games with you. Dear Aranya, I want you so much in my life, so much that no one can really understand it. This is why I write to you, and read your replys to me, and I feel my love for you grow stronger every second I breath. I can not stop thinking about you, and wanting to be near you, feel your touch next to me, it is all I ever want now. I want you, only you, to be together with me for the rest of our lives.
I will not let you down, this I promise you from my heart. I can do this, and I will prove to you that this is not only a dream. I will find my way into your arms in real life, holding you so that you know I am real. But I also need you to believe in me, and promise me that you will wait for me, and not give up on me. And then we will be together as soon as possible. And from there we can start on our new life together, beeing a couple, that loves each other. I believe in you, my dear Aranya, please belive in me aswell. Knowing that you believe in me, gives me the strength that I need. And I need nothing else in life, only you.