At that time everyone surround me called me at least 3 time a day to said they will encourage me. I felt happy during unhappy moment. Those spirits made my goal clearer. Finally my name was in University’s broad. I discovered spirit is the best motivation and more important thing I have learnt about this, is you will see the shiniest star in the darkness night as I found out with people surround me that mean spirit from them push me to get over this.