I'm apologize if sometime I make you feel scare. Just believe me right now, I'm tried to do everything carefully for us, I want to be stay with you for long time.
I know I have feeling very strong with you.
I'm not sure when I told you, I cancel the ticket maybe make you scare I'm will not come to the US but just want you to trust me,I just want to decide everything carefully and want to have time to prepare everything move to US