Hey, Don't worry about hurting my feelings it's OK. I've gone through sooooo much shit in my life that was nothing. I was a Foster child until I was 13 years old, no mom or dad. I basically raised myself. Put myself through school, did it all. Just makes me more proud no one but me did it. My grandma died last week too, only blood relative I had left. So stay on the bright side everything happens for a reason. Love, Sean. PS please try to look at times when emailing you woke me up at like 330 am Lol