Good night Yuva.
That was a surprising question. I never thought about rating my previous marriages. My comment
on the electric blanket was more to let you know that with care, electric blankets are perfectly safe.
I take every precaution to make sure nothing bad happens.
Getting to my marriages. I guess I truly do expect questions. To be honest, neither of them was particularly
good. They all had their problems and issues. The first two had cheating and honesty issues. The last one
was purely an honesty issue. All of them wanted to spend money I simply did not have. That also caused me
a lot of concern. I make fair money all things given. IBM from a financial point of view has been terrible for
me. No pay raises since 2001. But I am still making an average of around $90K per year. Give or take based
on bonuses. We did not get one this year, and I do not expect one next year either. IBM is getting the US onto
the same labor policy as the rest of the world from an IBM perspective. So If I am making that much money
every year and getting more spent, you can imagine how difficult it has been to dig my way out and every time
I get close to balancing out, wham, another bad move. My decision making according to Brooke is flawed. She
says I am too easily manipulated. She says I care too much and therefore I am easy to manipulate into anything
anyone wants. She may be wise beyond her years. Although I see her having the same character flaw herself.
For the future, I just want someone who will accept my love and honesty, and reward me with love and honesty.
I don't think I am asking for too much, but you just never know. I am hopeful that I will get things sorted out soon.
Pleasant dreams and sleep well. I think of you always.
Hugs & Kisses
Randy