Being someone im not?
No. I knoe im not the full ticket.
Im just experiencing things certain people dream of, that im happy to be apart of and make happen. People close to me ( so that would be about 4 people) know I dont do things for money.
I made a promise to someone I lost that means more to me than anything in the world. I gotta do what I have to do to keep that promise. Take the pis all you like. I do wish I could turn back time and be that quiet mummys boy, but you have to play the hand your dealt. Mine, nobody saw coming. Just saying.