When I visited you, there was not very much rain. Will it rain more these months? Is the crop yield good around this time of year?
Two years in the jewellery job must have been very difficult, and caused you much sadness. I feel relieved that you are in a happier environment. I have also done repetitive jobs. I was not happy.
After our first day together, I was very scared because I knew I had fallen for you. My heart had opened. I felt joy and excitement but also very vulnerable.
I did not want to make eye contact because I thought you might see these feelings. But I wanted to stare at you because I think you are beautiful. I would sit close to you because I could feel electricity, energy.
I see magic in you.
I wanted to tell you these things, but I did not want to scare you. I hope I do not scare you now.
I did not know I could feel this way.
If your heart is open to me, I will be careful and gentle. I will try my best to make you happy.
I love you x x