J good morning good evening to you and I love you so much and I could read your message a little bit baby inside so very very little bit better I'm waiting to talk to the doctor I will keep you updated he's not being beside me here Jeremy really don't know beside you I really have no one but my family and friends I don't help me right now I love you so much miss you so much I want to go home so much but I can't leave the hospital this time till they tell me I can I'm afraid to might have to listen to my doctor I love you so much I really miss you so I will talk to you soon okay I love you Jay