I understand you my dear. I am also trying to get this money so that I can be able to receive my part payment and pay you back. Things are not easy for me too. Have you ever asked your self, how I manage to eat, pay for my bills, and my workers? No, because I don't have money, I am owning my workers, I starve, I have not pay for the house rent for 2 months now, I beg for food everyday. I swallowed my shame. Do you think I am happy seeing all this misfortune coming to my way? How you consider how much I have spent already in this contract that my money is being pinned down? I am going crazy, I feel like dying. I cry everyday. I strongly believe that some day, all this problem will be by-gone. All I need from you is patience, because i am looking for ways to get this money and pay you back.